i like to kill myself go away from pain and problem ....i make to other ......... even i try change myself i cant change ............is not about me .......it's about my life .........when i was school i was bad kid always fight with boys and gals ......after i finish school i coome to USA and my new life stared make money have fun with friend .....had good job ...........i don't care who am i hurting .......ma life is all about me .. i was selfish ..............after that i change i stop goind to club or hang out with friend ...........i become nice gal ......i stop talk on phone with pal .....stop hang out ....try to be nice gal .............after that i am still not happy ...........how much i work hard to make money still not enough ............i am still not happy ..........and i change again this time i dont work much like i do before still i dont go out .........every thing i did .....is make ma life better ...........still not happy i am still same gals i used to be ............today i realized in this world i cant stay happy.......... even i have every thing that i need ......... i have good friend .......nice family .... sweet BF........still i am not happy ..............in this human world you never gonna be happy ...........that why.... i wanna kill myself run away from every one ...........so i can live happy without money ,family,friend and love..... IF I KILL MY SELF I WILL STAY HAPPPY IN OTHER WORLD that what i think ...........that why i like to kill self without hurting anyone

"Contentment is the Key to Happiness."

You may want to listen/watch this music:

http://www.sajha.com/sajha/html/OpenThread.cfm?forum=2&ThreadID=36967#660019

And, please be content before you try to be happy! :)

Try to find out what's really bothering you. Even in today's world, it is still possible to be happy.

Also, during Christmas time, they show It's a Wonderful Life on TV a lot. You might change your views about killing yourself after watching that movie.

if the human world seems to bother...follow the animal instinct!


1.,happytimes,sad times,happytimes,.... here sad time is very less...giving more happy times...making happy times almost useless..
2.Sad times, happy times, sad times...but here....happy times is lesser and is more usefull.

So... increase the risk factor of your life... where you will be expecting the outcome or..getting scared by doing things that fantasize you or so..

Listen to song sunscreem or sunscream...in youtube...

IF I KILL MY SELF I WILL STAY HAPPPY IN OTHER WORLD that what i think ...........that why i like to kill self without hurting anyone

metalgal,

 

hhahah . you don't have strong reasons to get yourself punished that much. You are wrong ! Think again !

metal girl! Can you talk to specialist for your issue? they are really good at it.

Nice to hear this. Makes me feel that i m not the only one who thinks about the suicide often. And i agree i do have mental disorder (neither pagal nor psycho , ok, hope you guys won't interpret it wrong). i need to see a doctor. that would be best way to overcome the problem....

seriously if you feel depressed just freakin try a joint of good marijuana...and come back write these threads again....i m just tryin to help

hey babe i already killed myself .. now u are killing yourself too .. should we date in hell ??

Thats good now there is no one to bother your GF. Good luck for her life.

ha ha. i am surprised to see so many people have suicidal feelings for one reason or another in Sajha. I have one Japanese friend; she said she had a suicidal feeeling some 6-7 years ago; that time she felt like her life was useless and she was so unhappy. later she regularly went to church, made a lot of good friends and has easily overcome this problem. actually nobody is happy in this world, may be you should become  more spiritual or religious, or even a nun or Buddish monk if you really feel like you are unhappy. there was also a hot and hit model in Nepal, she bacame nun some 3 years ago to find out peace. or go for some week-long meditation trip or do it daily at home or go and visit your parents. keeping yourself very busy in your work or study also gives you better feeling and also you have no time to think useless junk like this.

. Dante's inferno

get a right sized di-ck on ur whore then u will never think of ending ur life .. wat about mine ??

metal gal, i dont know if i made it on time or not but let me tell you......to think about those people behind you. ya its true if you kill yourself or you get killed watever u will out of this world but what about the people who loves you more than u do to urself. come on get out of this thing try to start it over. u sound like u r all about money. dont worry about money just think about your family, friends, relatives. good luck metal gal if i made it on time. if not heartfelt condolence to the family of metal gal. RIP

If you ask me, I would suggest try to do some social activities. For instance, help to the orphans, or old people or the handicap or under previledge people and so on. Trying to fit oneself in this domain may particularly, make you happy. And at the end of day, realize that how much progress have you made so far. On contrary, I myself haven't entered in this domain yet. Hope One day, if such feelings comes to my mind.

You've already achieved all the success right from coming to different part of the world to getting good job, well pay,  friends, family, boyfriend all you need to do now is to devot your life to make others happy. BY helping others in anyway you can.

I've read several types of weired comments or threads from you metal gal. Arent you the  one who once posted a  thread  that you  hate all Nepalese? Even this thread is posted at 3:00 in the morning wow NO SLEEP hmmm there should be something going  ..... problem might be serious if you can go to the doctor just go for it may be u need some anti depression medicine.

good luck to you

 

 

You've already achieved all the success right from coming to different part of the world to getting good job, well pay,  friends, family, boyfriend all you need to do now is to devot your life to make others happy. BY helping others in anyway you can. I've read several types of weired comments or threads from you metal gal. Arent you the  one who once posted a  thread  that you  hate all Nepalese? Even this thread is posted at 3:00 in the morning wow NO SLEEP hmmm there should be something going  ..... problem might be serious if you can go to the doctor just go for it may be u need some anti depression medicine. good luck to you

 

 

You know what metal girl, you are not only one in this world who is not happy. There are a lot of people who are unhappy. Everyday you will learn new things and then you become more unhappy than before.I was very happy when I was a baby...2 ,4 and may be 10 years of old...I didnot know anything. But as you become aware of life you learn more things everyday...It is called truth of life. Yes....Truth of life makes you unhappy. But killing yourself is not the solution. Have you thought about your nice family how they will react to it...Life is full of challenges...you have to overcome your depression. Make a aim, educate yourself to the higher level, there is no end to it ...learn music...make new friends that give you company.. keep good attitude towards everyone, they will do the same to you in return. Go for a long trip to Nepal or somewhere else when you want to have fun...go shoping. Buy new dresses. Change your appearance, look..impress people.

These smaller things will keep you busy and you will be happy in the END. No rush in killing yourself because everyone will be dead at one point in future.Think about all teh things you can do to make everyone happy....I QUOTE " LEARN TO MAKE OTHERS HAPPY AND YOU WILL BE HAPPY IN RETURN"

Hey metalgal,, why do u wanna do that,, its not the good thing to do.. only coward people do those kinda things..   i too used to think like that... but life is short so lets enjoy,, have fun.. and get all the pleasures of the life.

Don't bother about anything.. Everything gonna be alright,, just wait for the right time. everything will be fine again..

be cool ,, Stay alive...